Possible date!

Hello!

I might have a date kinda soon!

The story goes back pretty far actually, during the summer, Sam was talking to his collegue and it turns out that she also had a gay friend. They got to talking and decided to match us. In the end, we didn't meet, the times weren't right and Sam's collegue quit her job and such. Anyways, I thought it had failed.

BUT! It turns out that the guy they wanted to match me with goes to the same college as my roommate AND that they have a class together. I don't know exactly how she found out who he was but it doesn't really matter. Now my roommate is talking directly to him and we're probably going to have a date really soon, like next week!

I'm kinda scared but its just too good an opportunity to go past it! I'm really happy :) yay!

Anyways, hope it all goes well for you guys also!

Seeya!

nice week :)

Hey hey!

I am having a really good week, I'm seeing friends and having a general good time. I hung out with 3 friends in the morning and start of the afternoon and then I went training. It was nice!

After that i went back home and had friends over to watch Glee, Sam and Nick were there and Julien was supposed to but he didn't show up. Anyways we had a great time and when it was done, Nick and me were like singing alot of Glee songs really loud and dancing, it was pretty funny and we looked ridiculous but we had fun and thats whats important right? :P

Today I woke up and lazed around but than decided to rearrange my appartment and I cleaned up and stuff. When I was done, I went training again. I'm going to try to go to my canoe club as often as possible this year because it helps me stay positive and healthy, and to be honest thats a really good combination :P Plus I'm starting to get abs :) yay!

Anyways, I just explained to my roommate the difference between Kayaking, Canoeing and Rowing. I do kayaking and canoeing but I don't row. It's a sport I don't really appreciate (sorry if there are any rowers who read this) but yeah, never liked it. But Sam coaches rowing so my roommate was wondering.

Well! I gtg, see you guys around! :)

Oh yeah!

Hey guys!

I just had a nice day, my classes went well and i had tests and i'm pretty happy with what I did. I had fun after that with Eli. She got me to join the art program at school and now every monday I'm going to do that after school. It's pretty fun and I get to meet new people, most of the girls there seem really nice.

Anyways, right now I'm at home, Sam and my roommate are there but I'm leaving them alone.

Tomorrow I'm going to go to my old high school which should be pretty fun, then I'm going to my kayak club for a nice paddle. After that, 4 people (including Nick and Julien) are coming over to watch Glee, so we will see how that goes. I hope its good :)

Well, I don't really have anything else to say so I'm going to spare you the boredom of reading a long post full of nothing and I'm going to leave.

Seeya!

Well, back to normal

Hello guys!

I've had a bad week and my moral has been low but it is over now and I'm all new and excited for next week, I do have some school work to do and thats going to be kinda hard but I'm pretty sure it's all going to work out.

Also I might get the job I want for this winter so I'm really excited about that. I sure hope I get it, I think its between me and my friend tho, that's kinda crappy...

Anyways, I am going to my friend's place tonight and i'm spending the night there and hanging out with a couple friends tomorrow, after that I am going to my parent's place so I might talk to you guys tomorrow from my parent's.

I hope all of you guys are having an awesome weekend and I'll talk to you guys soon! :)

Seeya!

My summer story

Hey guys!

Yesterday I posted about Sam's story, well today's post is mine.

This summer I didn't get a date even though Sam told me he would set me up with someone, well it hasn't happened yet.

Now, just because I don't have anyone to really love doesn't mean I didn't get any action. You guys must know me well ennough by now to know that I probably tried a thing or two with some people during my vacation.

Actually I spent the start of the summer just focussing on my trainings and my work. I didn't want to be bothered with guys, especially since I didn't know anyone available except Nick and Julien.

After a while tho, I met a guy who didn't really look at the sex of the person, as long as he liked it, well it was all good. I won't say how I met him just in case someone finds this but he let's just say he is very important in the life of someone I mentioned in this blog.

He and I were sleeping over somewhere and had to share a bed. Of course one thing led to another and we ended up doing stuff.

Now, I knew he didn't have anything for me and i didn't have anything for him, I felt bad afterwards because I knew it was the first time that it really didn't mean anything to me. But in the end, it felt good and atleast I had fun and it got me less horny for a while.

The summer continued and then Julien decided to have a party at his house. I went of course and I had alot of fun. Julien tho, was really horny and tried to do stuff with me, it was really hard to resist but in the end, I managed to do so. I have to admit that I almost did it and might even have if something didn't happen to help me.

Anyways, nothing happened there although we did kiss and than the rest of the summer went on without me doing anything with anyone.

Julien and I started talking alot on MSN tho and he was supposed to come over tonight as friends. He cancelled last minute because he was stressed and then we had an argument about how he always does this and he started insulting me randomly and now I am pissed!

So! history continues, he can really get me excited about seeing him but I always end up hurt and disappointed. Maybe one day I'll finally be able to not care, I thought I had come to this but I was wrong.

Well, thats it for tonight, I'll talk to you guys later

Sam's story

Hey guys!

Okay, I said yesterday that I would talk a bit more about what happened this summer so thats what I am going to start doing in this post.

I am going to leave out alot of information that is important in my life but doesn't regard my love life nor the friends that I talked about in this blog. It is to be noted that these things are mostly positive and are the reason of the constant state of joy and optimism that I was in this summer.

So first things first let's start with Sam's love situation because that is the main thing that happened this summer... Sadly

His girlfriend and him, as I might have said last year, weren't what I would call a nice couple. They weren't really close, they would lie to eachother, they wouldn't trust eachother and pretty much stayed together because neither of them wanted to be alone.

His girlfriend realized that it wasn't working out and decided to make him understand it by talking to him less and less and in the end, didn't talk to him for a whole week before breaking up with him. Now, I do not agree with that method because frankly it sucks, but she had tried to break up with him before in a normal way and he just stuck to her, which is a bit sad. Anyways, it worked and they weren't a couple anymore.

Sam was obviously sad and wanted to see his friends. That week, I saw him every single day except one, stayed to sleep at his house 3 times and he slept at my place once. Basically, I was there for him because he needed me. Before long, he was already starting to think about getting to know my future roommate, having met her once, he thought she was his type.

This is my big problem with Sam, the way he needs to like someone at all times and acts as if his crush were serious in such a way that he actually ends up falling for someone he has seen once. That is exactly what happened and after seeing her again for 2 days he was convinced he was in love with her.

He tried to date her a couple times and she wouldn't be interested mainly because she thought he was gay (like everyone does when meeting Sam). So he ended up asking my help. After I finally convinced her that Sam wasn't gay, he got to set a date with her. She stressed out at the last minute and cancelled it.

I had to pull another awesome trick to finally get him a chance by inviting him over without her knowing and then leaving. This worked like a charm and they saw eachother many times over, him sleeping over in her room and they did sexual stuff.

For some reason she still did not want to say she was going out with him, although it was exactly like that, it wasn't official until about a week ago.

So there is Sam's story of this summer, with my point of vue being that he can't really fall in love with someone he doesn't know, I think he is still going out with her for the same reason as his ex, aka not wanting to be alone.

Well that's it for now, I should post something about my love life of this summer tomorrow, if i have the time.

Seeya!

Well I am BACK

Hey guys!!!

I am finally back after a summer away. I just had an awesome summer as I thought I would, I didn't get a boyfriend as some of you suggested I would but I am happy anyways. I didn't even think of boys for most of the summer although there are 2 things that happened with some of them, I'll talk to you guys about it a bit later.

Anyways, this is a new me that's coming back, I am now full of positivity which I got back this summer and intend to keep during the whole year and I am less focused on doing stupid things like kissing a whole lot of people.

I am going to try and live my life in a more responsible way this year and it will show in the posts.

Also new, i moved this summer so I am not living alone anymore, I am in a bigger appartement and I have one roommate who will be added to the list of important people. It is to be noted that Sam broke up with his girlfriend and is now dating my roommate which puts me in a kinda awkward situation. Me and Sam aren't as close as we used to be either so I should talk about him less often.

Well, I know I haven't said much but thats the introduction post for what is coming up later, I don't really have time to make a huge post so thats going to be it.

I missed you guys and i hope you all had an awesome summer like I had!

Seeya!