Merry Christmas!!!!!

Hey guys!

Merry Christmas to everyone who believes in it and/or celebrates it!

Fo others who celebrate Hanukkah or Festivus (there are people who actually celebrate this now... crazy!) or something else, I also like you so I'm going to say happy [insert holiday here]

I love this time of year because everyone is merry and happy... No actually scratch that because some people including me are merry and happy :P

Let me do my little rant here, my sister got sick today and every little clinique is closed on Christmas Eve so I had to take her to the hospital, luckily there was almost no one there so we didn't wait forever. But since it was Christmas Eve I decided to wear a Santa hat. I was all in the holiday spirit and happy and smiling but out of everyone who saw me, only one guy actually smiled. The rest just looked frustrated and in a crappy mood. So yeah that was sad. At least the guy who smiled was the only cute one I saw :P

But anyways, they probably have their reasons for being grumpy so I'll let them be. On another note, here are songs that I listened to today. They are awesome :P Some are christmas songs and some aren't but I still wanted to share them as I like them very much!

So my first song is pretty old and is by Jackson five. It's "I saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus". My sister and me love the part where Michael (who sings lead) says "And I'm gonna tell my dad!" best thing EVER!

The second song is "What a Wonderful World" by Louis Armstrong. I really love it because it really boosts your mood when your down and I don't know why but to me I like listening to it during the holidays as everything seems wonderful :)

The third song is "Come Fly With Me" by Michael Buble, it started playing on my mom's computer and I just randomly started dancing in our living room :P Seriously tho, I never really liked Michael Buble much, probably because my parents listen to his music a bit too much but I was really in the mood for it tonight and I had a great time. This also marks the first time someone from my family actually saw me dancing for real (usually they just see me when I act like an idiot).

Finally the last song is "Happy Christmas (War Is Over)" by John Lennon. When I put this song on while we were decorating the tree, my sister, my mom and I all said that this was our favorite Christmas song. I really like it, it's positive and sends a message of peace while talking about christmas. This is also one of the few Christmas songs I listen to at any time of the year.

So that's it for my Christmas post! I'll see you guys some day, right now I have gifts to finish wrapping and than I have to go to sleep to have an awesome Christmas day tomorrow!

Friends

Hey guys!

Yesterday I had a party with the drama club from my school (I think I mentioned that I was in drama club but maybe I didn't :P). Anyways, it was at my school and it was really fun but we had to leave kinda early because at 11 pm they close the school. So me and 5 of my friends (including Eli) decided to hang out anyways. We went to one of my friend's place but than we were making too much noise so we went to a bar instead. It was really fun and Eli and some other girl were really drunk.

We talked about alot of stuff including politics but I won't bore you with that :P but also the 2 girls that were drunk are both bi so they started kissing randomly. It was kinda awkward but meh. Plus there was a couple there so me and another guy (who is straight) were like the only ones who werent kissing someone at one point...

Than the guy who is in the couple Eli went to sleep over at my place because both of them live really far. So we were in the car and they tell me like the guy's secret... He is bi... Yeah

And he hasn't told his girlfriend yet... Which kinda sucks for her to be honest. We have similar taste in guys tho :P So yeah anyways, I found that out and now I hope his girlfriend won't think he did anything with me while he was sleeping over cuz she's a really good friend of mine and i would never do that. Also, I don't know how she'll react exactly because you know, he kinda kept it secret for a while. So yeah I don't know how that's going to go.

Seriously tho, the guy looks gay, he really does so it's not that shocking, it's more weird that he spent alot of time just completely denying it and than when he talked to me about it he seemed so... accepting of it and natural, like he knew it for a long time and had told some people for a long time. So yeah it's just weird.

But yeah, out of 6 people tonight, 1 was gay, 3 were bi and 2 were straight... Now that's rare!

2 songs I am obsessed with right now

Ok theses are 2 songs I'm totally hooked on right now, one is really new (2010) the other one is older (was written in 1966)

The first one is "waiting outside the lines" by Greyson Chance, a 13 year old who was discovered and signed by Ellen (who I really like). He has alot of talent and I hope the best for him in the future. Since his manager is Ellen, he should be fine, it doesn't seem to be her type to turn someone into something they are not just to sell more. So yeah, anyways, it's really good and I listen to it a bit too much to be honest.

The second one is "Somethin' Stupid" from Robbie Williams and Nicole Kidman. This version was sung in 2001 but the song itself was written in 1966 by C. Carson Parks. My mother had this song and when I heard it I liked it so I got it 2. Some of my friends would probably laugh at me for hours if they knew how much I listened to that song :P but I don't care, I like it!

So yeah, that's pretty much all I wanted to say, although, staying in the topic of music, Matt is now officially more obsessed with Glee than me. He now has the Christmas album and the first album of this year's Glee, and he listens to it all the time. Kinda funny to be honest :P

Talk to you later!

My weekend

Hey guys!

I've been having fun in the first few days of the holidays!

On friday night I went back to my parent's house. Than saturday I spent the day sleeping mostly :P I also watched some TV, set up the christmas tree in our living room with my dad and talked alot with my mom. Than we went to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1. Both me and my mom had read the book but my dad didn't. We all liked it alot, it's probably the Harry Potter movie I liked best so far, although I really liked the 6th.

Today I went to Matt's and it was fun, it was just a normal stay at home day for his family but i was there and Matt's little brother had a friend over also so we were 6 (including the parents) and we played card games :P (I love all types of board games)

So yeah, now I'm back at my parent's and tomorrow I'm heading back to my place for like 2 days.

That's it, talk to you guys tomorrow!

Finally DONE

I wanted to wait until I was completely 100% done with school before posting. I just finished correcting my last project which is due today (before midnight) so yeah now i'm officially done with school!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In other news, I went clubbing with my friends yesterday and it was pretty fun, I actually saw a random girl I knew from kayaking, she was there also so we talked a bit but you know in a club you can't really hear anything so it wasn't that great :P Julien was there but I didn't pay much attention to him and he didn't try to get any from me so our story is finally over... At least I'm pretty sure it is. So yeah I'm turning the page on both school and him at the same time! This is pretty exciting, I feel like I'm moving forward in life finally after being stuck some place.

I just came back from my canoe club where we had a christmas party and let me say it's the first of many! I love christmas time, it's the best thing ever!

Okay, I might not post this weekend but I promise to post about 2 songs that I love and listen to alot right now on monday.

So yeah that's it, sorry for not posting much in a while, I still love you!

seeya!

Happy holidays... Not really

I was supposed to finish school today! YAY!!!

But I didn't (fuck). Yeah my teacher told us that we had until friday to finish our philosophy project so I was like, I'll do it during french (because I had already done my french text and I was only going to ask my teacher some quick questions). So I get to french class and we weren't alot because it was only like 1 on 1 help. The teacher spent so long talking to me about how my text wasn't good for an x number of reasons that I just ended up spending almost the whole class (of 2 hours) listening to it. After that i had drama, which i'm supposed to have breaks in. Well we skipped the part that I wasn't in so I didn't end up having a break and I came out of it so mentally drained that I don't have the guts to do either my french or philosophy works. So basically, I am stuck with both of those projects still to do and I'm just tired of it all. I feel like handing in some crap thing without any effort.

So yeah... I thought I would be done with school right now when I got up this morning. Things didn't go as planned...

There ya go!

Just a quick post to say i got my motivation back and things are going great for my french paper i have to do for tuesday. I'll probably finish it by tonight if things go well, and they are going well!

Yay!

Also, I'm talking with Matt over MSN and he's actually helping me with my work lol, kinda funny since it's usually the other way around. I like it tho!

Anyways I'll go now because I have to finish it. I know exactly what I have to do and found my ideas!

Motivation come back!

Hey guys!

I finish school really soon but I have lost my motivation again. I have to do my homework but you know when your not motivated it doesn't go really well...

So yeah, if I don't get it back I'll have bad grades for the projects I have left and I really don't want that to happen you see...

In other news Julien is starting to try to get me again. It didn't work out with the other guy so he's back at trying to get me. I don't know how to react but I am deffo not falling for him again. Seriously, fuck my life.

Date

Hey guys, I had a date today with some guy I didn't know and well, it didn't turn out quite interesting. It got me thinking about it and to be quite frank, the only thing thats not going my way in my life is that I don't have a boyfriend. But I'm pretty sure I should meet him normally and not try to make it happen. Dating really isn't for me, maybe it works for some people but not me.

So yeah, it was boring and just plain weird. I don't plan on going on dates for a while, if I don't have a boyfriend, so be it, I'm still happy with my life and overly thinking about it won't help.

well thats it. Seeya!

Over at Matt's

Yesterday after the storm stopped I went over to Matt's house which is close-ish to my parent's (I'm at their place right now). As you guys might know, Matt is mainly straight but has gay leanings. He never did anything tho like he never even kissed a guy (and only kissed one girl and was with her for like 2 years).

Anyways, he has this weird thing for Nick even tho they only met twice and to be honest I don't see how they would work anything out since neither of them has a car and they live freaking far away from eachother but that's another story.

Now, I keep getting mixed messages from him because he's obviously tired of being alone and he always has an msn status about love. Like when i was over we were like hanging out as usual but when I got on msn tonight after I came back to my parent's his msn status was something about love being an illusion and I was like dude, what happened in the like 4 hoursbetween when I left and now?

I don't know if it's about me (and i kinda hope it isn't but would like to know if it was) or about nick (there again, hope it isn't) or about someone else. I just really wonder what is up!

Well, I just can't understand guys, it's been a problem ever since I came out :P

seeya!

HUGE snowstorm

There is a huge snowstorm in Quebec right now it's pretty crazy.

We have had 25 cm of snow so far in Montreal and it's supposed to continue snowing until tomorrow at midday. What makes it crazier is that the wind is very strong so the snow all gets bunched up at some places where it's litterally impossible to go because the snow is like as tall as you :P

I had plans to go somewhere pretty far today but it's dangerous so instead I'm just staying home and it kinda sucks.

So yeah, the snow isn't really cool but I can still have fun in some other way. I'll try to stay positive in this season that I hate so much!

In other news, I finish school next monday youhou! I'm pretty happy about it and I'm all excited.

Anyways, I don't have much else to say so seeya!

Welcome December

You guys might know that I hate winter.

I hate driving in winter conditions cuz you have to go slower and be much more carefull, and sometimes you might slip a little and it's scary as hell. Also you it takes more time to leave since you have to get the snow or ice off of your car and it takes a while before your car gets warm...

Also I don't really like winter sports, I like skating but I suck, and skiing is pretty cool but I find it gets old after a while, plus it costs a fortune.

Also its cold as hell all the time.

BUT I welcome december for 2 reasons.

Reason number 1 : The end of school.

I am finishing college this semester so I'll have an actual full semester break when I'm done. This is really exciting and I just can't wait! I'm also finishing quite early this year so all in all, I'm pretty excited!

Reason number 2 : Christmas

It's the same thing every year, everyone is happy, you get to see your family (and I love mine) and friends that you don't get to see quite often. There are also alot of parties but not the people getting drunk kind, the people being joyfull and singing and dancing type. I like them alot more!

Therefore, I want to say welcome December, I love this month. I am just going to be pissed of when January comes along.