Cheer up songs

What do I do when I'm tired of studying and still have to?

I listen to songs that are joyfull and happy.

Good examples of that for me are "I feel Good" by James Brown, "Good Vibrations" by the Beach Boys, "Here Comes the Sun" by the Beatles and lot's of more modern songs like "Dynamite" from Taio Cruz.

Although very recently, the one that stuck out is "Up!" by Shania Twain. I hadn't listened to it for years and just stumbled upon it. It was really what I needed to give me a little cheer up and motivation to work.

Anyways, that's it for my cheer up songs post. I wonder if you guys have any songs in particular that cheer you up, if there are, feel free to tell us which ones! I'd love to find new ones :)

Underwear guys

Hey hey hey!

I still have alot of work to do and therefore am not living much so there really isn't much to say about what is going on. I am however doing this post because I went to some random store today and I found it kinda funny.

It's actually a really small store that are only open on saturdays. The reason for that is that it's based in the house of the guys (who are a homosexual couple). So what they do is they make clothes for men and sell them to the public one day a week, that's pretty cool right? Well I had never been there before but my dad like goes there all the time.

What I found funny was that to show their clothes on guys they had pictures of hot guys with the underwears they make pretty much everywhere in the store. Not one of the pictures showed a guy with one of the shirts they make or even at least the pants. No, it was all of underwear. I found that kinda funny especially since I was with my dad who didn't notice that detail.

What I found even more funny is when I got home and my mom asks me what i bought (which was just a grey shirt with nothing really special) and she says "Well they are pretty conservative". I kinda had trouble keeping myself from laughing and she saw it and asked me what was funny and I just couldn't explain it.

Anyways, that was pretty funny and I think I'll never go there again, or at least not with my dad lol.

well, seeya!

Homeworks

Hey guys!

I've been doing lot's of homework lately. I finally got the motivation to do it, i kinda had to honestly. Now tomorrow I have an exam but I can't prepare right now because I need a book that's at my school.

I finish college for good on december 13th! I am so happy and looking forward to it. I probably won't post much for a little while because I'm really focused on school but eventually i will have to change my mind so i'll give you guys little updates. Sadly there won't be much action since well, I'll mostly spend my time in books...

Well that's it, that's all, seeya guys later! :)

Food cravings

Hey!

Last night I was at school hanging out with Eli and some other people until 11 pm because we felt like it :P and then we leave the school (they lock the doors at that time so we had to) and we walked back to the metro which is not far from my house so that Eli could take it to go home.

After that I walked home but I started having these crazy food cravings. I got home but my roommate was asleep so I was like meh... And i wanted actual junk food which we don't have. So I texted my friend and we went to search for a pizza place. We didn't find any that were still open (it was midnight by then) so we decided to go see if our friend was working because he works the night shifts at Tim Hortons.

We got there and he was actually working so we decided to eat stuff there and he made me special sandwiches that were awesome. While we were there, my friend texted Nick and he came over and hung out with us. We stayed until about 2 : 30 am and than we went back to our homes and went to sleep :P

So yeah, little episode of something that I don't do often. It was weird but idk, I felt like doing something spontaneous!

Feeling younger

Hey hey hey!

So what is going on with my life? Still nothing! I have no one in sight for even a potential date but that's okay!

I don't even care anymore. I just take life as it comes, hell it's much better that way.

In the news tho I got a haircut, which means that I look a bit more like a kid than usually :P, it'S true tho, when my hair is short, I look younger by a lot. But instead of just going like "shit I look too young" I started acting more like a kid to make fun of it. But it actually got me thinking. I am way happier when I act more like a kid, and by this I don't mean being immature, it's hard to explain but I felt more like me than I usually do. Idk, I like redefine my life every now and than and this time I'm actually doing it not for how I look but for how I feel, and that's good i guess...

So with that new attitude, I talked with my friend and we decided to go running together today. Which we did. It was fun and we talked alot. This makes me think, I talked about this guy many many times on this blog, always saying "one of my friends" but he's getting so important in my life I gotta actually make a post explaining who he is. I'll probably do that soon.

Well, that's it, seeya!!

Getting back

Hey guys,

I am slowly getting back to myself, I do hope the continued running helps but I'm pretty sure it does. Today I went to my canoe club to actually run with my friends from there. They are really better than me lol, I really feel slow compared to them but that's alright, at least i got to see them again! When I got there like half the people who were inside started yelling my name lol, it's nice to feel appreciated!

When training was over I stayed there for a while just to speak with people because I do miss them alot. I spoke to one of my colleagues who said that she was working at a day care or something... anyways she had some of my kids that I coached this summer and they were all asking if i was still there and how I was going :) They said they really liked the time spent at camp (where I was an animator). I was really happy, like it felt good.

Anyways, I love it there and I miss not going there every day like in the summer. That club is the one place where I don't care about being single and I just enjoy life you know... I already can't wait for summer lol

Well that's it for today, love to everyone :)

I'm a lazy ass :P

Hey hey hey!

I finally read the comments Tman left on my previous post so I'm going to talk specifically to you in this first paragraph :P

I hope you had fun on halloween! I wonder how it was, going trick or treating with kids is always fun! How was it? Also, thanks alot for your conserns and I hope work goes right even with winter coming... :S And finally, :P My plans for the future : Well in the near future, I intend on working during my semester off, I do have to find a job though. I hope I'll find one that's interesting, I don't want to be stuck working at a McD's or something... And then I'll work at my canoe club in the summer again and after that I want to go to university, probably in psychology. After that I have absolutely no idea :P

In other news, I went to my friend's house yesterday and it was pretty cool! Finally an actual party with lot's of people and no alocohol, those are getting rarer but i kinda miss them! It was really fun, everyone had a blast and there was no drama! Man we need more of those!

After the party, Igave a lift home to one of my friends from high school who goes to the same college as me and we talked alot, she says that she is always late with the gossips because people don't tell her stuff and I guess thats true because I never think of her when I want to talk to someone. Anyways, she and I talked and she told me what was happening with a guy right now and it's a really cute "I like him and I think he likes me" story and I really hope it works out for her because she has always been kind of rejected by most people. I don't understand why since she is super sweet and intelligent but hey... people are weird :P

Other than that there isn't anything going on, I spent my day doing nothing and now I feel bad about it because I have homework and I'm just not getting it done. It's kinda bad, I need some motivation big time!

Well, that is all for today :P

seeya!

Whaaaaaaa? :P

Hey guys!

This is going to be my "things that are surprising me right now" post, oh yeah my first post with an actual theme :P

So let's go chronologically shall we?

First off, Matt met Nick and even tho he is "straight" (but does have a gay leaning, I think I did mention it before) well he likes him. I find it weird because of alot of things. One, Matt said he wanted a serious relationship, which Nick is litterally unable to have right now. Two, they are both incredibly immature almost all of the time so it would deffo be unstable. Three, they barely talked and barely know eachother. Four, they live at about 1 hour and 45 minutes away by car which neither of them has.

Yeah that's mostly why I think it wont work and shouldn't work... Oh yeah also Nick got really drunk last night and tried to flirt with random guys (we were at a gay bar) and Matt really hates that kind of behaviour. He wasn't there tho so he doesn't know, but I'm pretty sure if they became involved it would end pretty fast because of something like that and than Matt would be really hurt.

So yeah that is really surprising to me!

Also!

Julien also found someone. They go to school together and are in the same program, neither of them has come out to their family and the other guy didn't say it to his friends yet. So yeah, pretty discrete relation there and they are not going out yet but they deffinately are going to. This one, I think, makes sense. When Julien talked to me about it, he said alot of things about him, mainly talking about his personality (and also saying he was super hot) but he really knows who that guy is, which means that he wants to go out with him not only for his good looks. I was surprised to see Julien actually going for someone because usually, he just wants to be desired by everyone else. So this is a good thing and I'm happy for him! :)

Next!

Have I ever said that I hate running? Well i did, for a very very long time. I suck at it (probably still do) and it hurts and stuff, I did it to stay in shape but I hated every second of it. However, I've been so fed up with being alone while all the other guys that I had stories with ( Nick, Julien and Matt) were in almost relationships that I decided to go running to change my mind (and also to stay in shape). Well it worked, I ran 3 times since tuesday and I'm going to go running again today. I felt better after every single run and I still feel kinda crappy right now so I'm going to go for a run!

This means that I found my sport for when I can't paddle anymore but it still isn't winter. When it starts getting too cold tho I'll have to find something else. Wish me luck! :P

Anyways that's it for my surprising post! I'll see you guys later!

Alone Again, Naturally

Hey guys,

I just wanted to plug this old song one of my friends introduced to me, it's sad but really good!

I'm not saying I feel like that because my parent's didn't die or anything but it's still really cute and touching and I do feel a bit like the part when he says "Alone Again, Naturally"

blehhhh

Feeling lonely again, after all that summer of happyness and being light-hearted, I end up back where I was last year, bored, annoyed with life, procrastinating and lonely.

This time however, it isn't because of a guy, it's more because of the lack of love. You see, last year I got sad because of Nick liking me, because of Julien not liking me, because of my mixed-feelings about Sam and because of other guys I haven't mentioned on here.

Right now I feel like crap but there isn't really anyone I would date if they said they liked me, unless it was a completely new person that I don't really know or someone in particuler who would come out (but I'm not counting on that)

I don't know how long this will last but it's really not at the right time, I just hope I get into a less sentimental and more work-focused mode soon because I want to finish well this semester.

I hope you guys are having fun and going well!

Seeya...

PS. I haven't read the latest comments, sorry, I just don'T feel like it, i will later tho, right now I'm just too lazy, btw I know I'm a bad blogger but... meh